Hello everyone.. I guess most of you are having fun, outing with friends to celebrate Halloween day.. Plus, today is the day for ladies night so I guess there are bunch of peoples are going to clubbing for celebrating Halloween or dating with their couples or so on.. But I'm alone at home blogging in front of my lappie =[

 "I am lonely lonely lonely. I am lonely lonely in my life. I am lonely lonely lonely. God help me help me to survive!" by Nana

Everyone was making halloween post and sharing pictures on Facebook, Twitter and Instagram, makes me wanna try to make a halloween post right now, but i didn't know what to write actually, so i google about Halloween pictures and I found this scary pictures. These pictures helps me to describes everything and I know what to blog about it now =]


I attempted the pictures and paste it here O.o So ya, even thought I couldn't celebrate my Halloween day, but I guess I am satisfied seeing this scary pictures in front of me! =.= IT'S SCARY FOR ME but it's creative with their make up, outfit and the way that took these shot! I hopping, I don't have any nightmare tonight!! Im afraid dreaming scary dream on midnight yet nobody is there.. Stay alone at room and face to the wall.. HAHAHA

And I found out one of the quote through Twitter, saying :
"As spirits roam the neighborhoods at night,
Let loose upon the Earth till it be light" -by Nicholas Gordon

Halloween has finally arrived and I can honestly say that I think this year’s festivities are going to super duper best since so many peoples are preparing with their Halloween's make up. I guess you could say I’m a very excited about it. As I make the final preparations for my Halloween spectacle this evening, my thoughts turn to the real stars of the holiday. Seriously, I can admit that I can't wait for the time to go clubbing tonight to enjoy my Halloween day but sadly, I'm the only girl among with my bunch of guy friends and I do not know who are they for the half peoples so I rather stay at home doing nothing. LOL!! I'm glad that I received a text from someone who keep asking me to go since I had rejected someone from yesterday.. FUNNY PEOPLE THAT I MET AGAIN.

I do not celebrate my Halloween day every year but unlike this year. I am so interesting to go to club and spend my Halloween night with my brand new friends and my old old friends that we not recently meet each other but planning failed to the max!! I am so so disappointed today! Planning failed and what I wish to do also failed.. One sentences I would like to describe is, EVERYTHING HAD FAILED TO THE MAX!!

I'm proud with other country like, Australia, Perth and so on.. They celebrate their Halloween in different way. Unlike us!! We celebrate our Halloween in clubbing and some of them go to party.. For them, a lot of little people will be visiting their home with wishing and surprising.  The child or teenager will grabbing more than one piece of candy and wishing something with every neighbour houses. They even dressed up a costume at the night with everyone in Halloween day!

It is so fun when hearing this news from my cousins who were living at Perth when they are young.. I am so envy!!

Which brings me to our fears…I suggested myself to live it up as though in the world and fly to different country with my family, boyfie (if i can get 80% perfect guy in front of me) and my bestie.. You will know how much fun it is, going trips with your family, boyfie and bestie if I've the chance. Like sharing each and other ideas together to do a thing. It may not be fighting for the suggestion / decision but each and other may will happy with different kind of suggestion / decision given even a little tiny thing.. HAHAHAHA!!!

I'm planning to celebrate my Halloween next year since I couldn't make it this year. I shall go to a delicious for foods and beverages for Halloween eve, so I can thought it would be good to round out the discussion with my bestie.. When it comes to meal planning, there are lots of sumptuous, savory dishes that taste amazing to me and, with some creativity activity that I never do before. But still, I don't know what I haven't done before.. In fact, I can know from other bloggers where they had been this year for celebrating their Halloween. I'm glad if found out any of you will be posting Halloween post after the day you spent. Or maybe you can inform me by commenting below my post or tweet me your blog url so I can know more from you. (but i guess no one will be doing that for me because i had no comment from others before except anonymous or tweeted in through twitter ={ ) Do love if someone did ♥

I guess, I should stop crapping here.. I never knew I had typed so much words today.. The words can describes how I wish to go to celebrate my Halloween day but unfortunately, I couldn't been anywhere today.

Okay,
Before I end my post, I wish someone of you here will blog about these questions below and I'm here to answer the question with my own opinion now..

1. Write about your favourite scary movies and their awesome outfits. 
Personally, I scare watching ghost movies!! and about Halloween outfits, I prefer how Cheeserland dressed up for Halloween.. Simple yet pretty girl =]

2. Haunted houses always have amazing so do you haunt any house before?
Not for once!!

3. Take a picture of your outfit 
It’s a fun if I got chance =[

4. Halloween is a holiday synonymous with creative parties. Agree? WHY?
Yes but I have no chance to celebrate it this year =[

(i have no idea about the question+ing)

So, Happy haunting my pretties and my handsomes!
Hope to see comments from you =]

HAPPY HALLOWEEN DAY TO EVERYONE!

HELLOOOO!!!

Missed me? I'm back!!!

Sorry for not really update my blog every time because time is important for me and yet to everyone too.. Maybe I can say that, my college life with those assignment and quiz every week we received from our lecturer, make us lack of time. I blame it on them.. Hahaha.. It makes me less doing my favourite things, like shopping, playing, sport and so on. I'm blaming everything on my college life..

I guess you are the one who lack of time too right? Mind share about yours with me?

So, the lecturer was so emotion when those students talk so loudly and copying the notes while having a quiz  last week.. It makes the lecturer angry and started to have test every Monday!!

IT SO UNFAIR BECAUSE WE ARE NOT THE ONE WHO MAKE NOISE AND EVEN COPIED!! WHY WE HAVE TO GET PUNISHED TOO?

ZZZZZ!! IT'S SPEECHLESS, K!

So preparing for a test is not easy at all.. Have to read through all the important points and memorize it in your mind.. It sounds easy when saying like that but what if, there are two subjects have to prepare on the same day?

IT GONNA MAKE YOUR MIND GOES CRAZY!!

YOU DRIVE ME CRAZY from - BRITNEY SPEARS...!!

Okay!! How to Prepare for Exam or Test or QUIZ?

A big question that you always ask yourself. There are different types of peoples who study in different way. I know, many of you here are so brilliant so don't come and show off with me ya.. HAHAHA!! BECAUSE I AM FOOL =[ Preparing for an exam can be stressful and time-consuming, but it doesn't have to be! By doing a couple simple things ahead of time, you can ensure that you are confident and ready for anything the test throws at you. IT'S TRUE!!

Many of you may be working hard and getting good marks and some of you may not be working hard but still manages to get high marks in exams. Others may be wondering how it happens if they did not prepare any at all... Right? And also there will be a few of you study well but still not able to score well in exams.

I'm the one who having this problem.. I manage my time and divided my time into study time but when I sit for the exam or test/quiz, I have no confident to answer the questions that provided and my results become negative!!!.. I'm dead like how I am doing my quiz questions.. I AM SO WRONG!! I have to be confident with myself not seeing peoples answer or even asking for answers!! I have no idea what I have did.. But, no more for the next time.. I should give myself confident to answer the question although my answer is wrong because I had wrote the right answer but I see my neighbour answer and I get ZERO!! WHAT THE !@#$%^&* is wrong with me, readers =[

So this is the lesson while doing your exam/test/quiz..



HOW AM I PREPARE FOR MY TEST?
The very first thing to address is when to begin. You must sleep enough before you study because your brain needs time to subconsciously digest everything you have put into it, so you cannot try to cram it all in an hour or two before the exam. The best time to start to study is between the evening and night.. You have to study in silent mood!! Maybe you can start study in between morning and early afternoon of the day before your exam too..

But I could not really study at afternoon because I will feel stress and mad like a stupid crazy girl under the hot sun.. Nobody can force me to study in the afternoon except going to college.. LOL


Secondly, read through the entirety of your notes that will be on the exam. Read one by one for each title. Speak the notes out twice and write down in a piece of paper and then repeat the same notes all over again. It will refresh you on the subject matter and help you remember what you had learned.


Thirdly, you need to study + written out and divided by topic onto separate pieces of paper. This is the point at which you can begin creating a narrative from the information and indexing it in a way that it can be easily remembered on the day of the exam.

Because the notes from your book might be very long so you have to take out the point only.. It might easily to remember the point. Or maybe you can highlight the point with the highlighter.


As you start memorizing, concentrate on one major theme at a time until you know it well. Once you have the theme and all the information had memorized, you can move on to the next one until you have committed to memory everything you need to know for the exam.



Next, feel confident that you know every notes? Put down your studying and take a break from the subject. The idea is not to try to cram everything at once into your short-term memory. You want to give your brain rest.

For this reason, it is important to start to study at least the day before the exam.


On the day of the exam, set your alarm at least three hours before the test. An hour and a half before the exam, start running through all the notes and sub-topics in your head. Like always, check your notes if you get stuck. You’ll want to try to memorize everything that you have prepared. Before you go to take your test, take a rest In the last few minutes. Stop  thinking about the exam at all. Relax!!


But when it I sit for the test, I have no confident at all.. DO YOU KNOW WHY? BECAUSE I FORGET TO MEMORISE THE TITLE OF THE NOTES THAT I READ!!!!!!! All my notes is in my brain but just I forget to look for the main title so I do not know where to put my answer =[ WHAT A SAD DAY FOR ME!!!! WHAT I WANT FOR MY MARKS IS HIGH BUT ......

I received my marks was...

Pretty sad when I received back my paper!!! I AM NOT SATISFIED WITH MY MARKS!!! GOSH!!! Another test is coming for next week so hoping I get a better marks or else I'm sad to the max!!! IT IS SUPER DUPER EASY QUESTIONS EVER!!

Can you handle being the first to know your own test results? WHAT YOU REACT WHEN YOU RECEIVING YOUR RESULT?

Nervous? Scare? HYPER? Relax? Happy? Whatever emotion is, nothing can do with your result.. I am super duper disappointed with my result NOW but I will try my very best for the next coming test.. Advice myself to do more practice because practice makes everything perfect! Do you agree with me?

By the way,

Anonymous said, "Use your disappointment and feelings of failure to your advantage. just because you didn't get great exam results doesn't mean you're not talented, and now you have a reason to work extra hard to get people to see that."

Anonymous 1 said, “Don’t let a failed exam knock your confidence."

The last hair colour I had before the day I had dye my hair.. Nothing special I ever dye my hair colour. It just a normal brown with a little green when I'm under the sunlight but possibly you won't be seeing any green ash on my hair.. Hardly to see so it only a normal brown for you.  Haha. So today I had dye my hair a lil brighter! Thanks to Honey Goh who make my hair up everytime whenever I find her.. She gave me lots of details before dye my hair.. Telling me the colour and how it would turns out. I do not know what's the colour code is because she's the one who helping me to choose it.. So i named it as a GOLD!

Then next i had done choosing colour for my hair while my hairstylist told me about the details.. I keep thinking and thinking but finally choose the colour that she said..


This is indeed my favourite colour. I hope the colour stayed last forever and ever and it won't fade!!! So, I don't have to re-dye my hair again and again but I know it is impossible because I had born and become an Asia Girl for 18 years so my actual hair is black in colour so ... (DON'T THINK SO MUCH, MARY!! =DDD)! =D

So, I expect my hair to be more and more brighter from now on after washing my hair after the day. Haha. But it won't be the whole head i guess!!! It'd just be a bit of pattern here and there because my hair not same colour from the top to the bottom.. LOL!!


Before I end, have you noticed that my pictures colour and the quality of the pictures looks so different? Because I use different cameras =[ I regretting to take my old old digital camera at that moment because it looks lonely with a sad face shown from the camera. (lol! i'm the one who think it!! haha) Now, I am regret not bringing my other camera go... Makes my pictures looks so ... from the start! Sorry for the bad quality photos..

Omg!!! I am super sleepy and tired right now.. I wake up so late at 11++am just now but I still so sleepy right now.. I were accompanied May Yin to Ju Phing's house for passing her little puppy for Ju Phing.. The puppy is super adorable!!!


Gonna post a short one.. I wanna stay update so my readers won't be bored.. I am happy meeting my old friends yesterday.. Its been months we never met but finally we can met up each other yesterday.. Spending our time and hearing lots of stories from May Yin.

We decided to went to Xuan Xin for dinner but there were full of customers. So end up, we went to Manhattan Fish Market. We prefer to chill at a nice place rather than go to a place that are complicated. But hopefully I could go to clubbing again.. I went to club for one once in my life and i am 18 years old now! Can you image how good I am? LOL thick face*

I remember I took quite a lot of pictures but I don't know why I'll be posting only a few here. Most of them are multiple shots and some pictures are no no for me so deleting it and left several pictures in my lappie's picture album now!

It's pretty awesome design.. I love the way they design.. Feel comfortable while reading it and checking for Manhattan's foods and beverages.

OMGGG!!! I am shock when I turned on my blog and I found out my followers had dropped!! Why you all unfollowed me? Pretty sad when I found out my amount of follower getting lesser.

Ish! What I have done to you ALL (cry like a baby now)

I love to blog and I love people enjoying reading my blog but being a blogger isn't as easy as you think.. I do get stressed sometimes.. Do you know why I can stress as a blogger identity? I have to accept all the facts of all unfriendly comments, sometimes followers might decreased without knowing.. Seriously, it's really hurt my heart, you know? I know, I am not a popular blogger and you don't like to read what I'm crapping here but why you all giving me hope when u followed my blog, YOU KNOWWW..?  Giving people hope isn't good you know? I don't know what I have done but then I know I let people to unfollow me ba =[ .. They are going far away from me..

Pretty sad, guys..

Sometimes you all commenting a mean sentence. It make my heart fully hurt!! For example, you look so ugly. Please keep all your pictures from here. Come on guys.. Seriously, why you treat me in this way ? I don't even get it..

Do you know the word that you write, it's hurting my feeling? How do you feel if you were me and accepting all this kinds of words from unknown? I can act like I don't receive this kind of comment by erasing out from my post or maybe i spam/report it. But why are you unfollowed me since you had followed me for several months/years?

Mind to tell me what should I do so I can change my readers mind and get less people comment something which is negative for me?

Blogging is like my hobbies.. I blog about my daily life. I know, I cannot force you to follow me but once you had followed me, why you want to unfollowed me?

By the way, saying that I have a poor English. I mind agree what you all say but I don't need to write my blog with full of extremely deep vocabulary English like a star paper do.. I'm not a star paper or even not a reporter or something. I know, you all are so kind to improve my English but improving my English isn't easy at all.. Need time to improve one by one because I'm not a robot! No one is perfect. Please respect me as a girl who had born in this world..

Come on, peeps! I need to lend your hands to support me and correct my English in polite way.. May god bless you always..

I wish, all of you here could support me but please don't be so mean to me. It is really hurts when I see my amount followers getting lesser and those comments are so mean..

I hope I don't have to receive this negative situations again.. Love you to my fellow readers who had still followed me and reding my blog everyday :D

In addition, thanks to my friend who supporting me by saying sweet words.. I laugh non-stop while I'm reading it..
OKAY, I am singing Digi's song now!! "I will follow u...~~~! Follow you where ever where you may go!!"



Last but not least, support the page of mine.. There are plenty of stuff you will want to get it. Quickly come and get the goods from there..


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I'M DEAD!!!

Peoples who had liked my facebook page, might know what I had did in my daily life... Actually, nothing special from me but today, i having so much pain in the early morning. You know what? I having stomach pain at 0445am!!! IT'S TERRIBLE PAIN LIKE NO ONE WILL AMAZING ABOUT IT! People who is reading this, might think i'm having period.. Yes, you are right..

Am I talking something that is disgusting?  LoL. LoL. I guess all of the female having the same problems as I do lah..

SO WHAT NOW?

I'm eating so much sour foods yesterday.. Maybe it doesn't called as food but it is called as ... (i don't know what it called as.. lol)

That’s actually about it for me. I used to get worse cramps but not so much anymore. I will started no mood, and sometimes I might easily mad on someone.. I looked like a mad girl scolding people.. Sometimes I scold people for no reason but they are so kind letting me to scold them.. (HAHAHAHAHAHA) This is what others people called me as, CRAZY GIRL / FUNNY GIRL!

For serious issues, I might stay emotion when something sad happens or even I watched a love movie and I started to think about my past and I can sad for the whole day.. CRAZY RIGHT? I KEEP MYSELF IN THE ROOM AND DON'T WANNA TALK WITH PEOPLE!!
But that doesn’t mean I don’t like talking about my feelings! I am still a teenager, k! I love sharing stories with my girlfriends!!!

EVERY TEENAGERS AND EVEN WOMEN DID ALL THE TIME!!!



Women share feelings where as men often form relationships around activities. They rarely sit down with a buddy and talk about how they feel about certain things or how their personal lives are going. WHAT MEN ALWAYS DO? Working, Sports, and talking about cars and so on..  This is what their feelings but not as much as women. Women do it all of the time. We share from our souls with our sisters, and apparently that is very good for our health. Because we do not keep something in the heart. We share and we talked.. So we would not get sick easily! I MEAN, the serious sick who people stay at home alone, keep them alone in the room and bla bla bla..

THAT'S CRAZY WOMEN DO... (HAHAHAHA)

That’s why girls  likes to share our thoughts and feelings with others, unlike boys!

SO, PLEASE DO NOT FOLLOW ME.. REMEMBER TO MARKED DOWN THE CALENDAR WHEN YOU CAME YOUR PERIOD LAST MONTH, SO YOU WILL NOT GET "STOMACH PAIN" EASILY!!



I think most girls did except me!! Lol!

Seriously, I want to gain my weight now!! I'm too skinny yet not healthy at all...

Seriously, I am so skinny like shit!! I couldn't wear some of clothes because it will makes me look too skinny like a girl who have no food to eat nor drinks..

I believe that thin people have a very fast metabolic rate. I have often been told that I should lift weights, but cannot find time on a regular basis to do so.

Anyway, I'd much appreciate it if you could give me guidelines as to how to increase weight, especially through diet. What kinds of food should I be eating? How many times a day should I eat? How big should the meals be? I hear the soya bean is very nutritious! Is this true? if so, what could I eat or drink that contains soy?

First of all, I would like to thank to "Hui Ling" who always help me to clear up those acnes, so that I can have a beautiful face like everyone do.. She guide me to eat three times of meals for morning, afternoon and night.. She ask me to balance my meals for within 3weeks so I can see my results.. She even intro me a product, called as Herbalife.

It looks like this:
Go to their website to see more : http://www.herbalife.com.my/


She ask me to increase the number of calories that I take in each day. Try to add a little more food to each meal, especially food with high in calories. Be sure to add foods high in healthy fats, such as olive oil, avocado, and nuts. Don't eat too oily too..

Secondly, avoid skipping meals.


I guess, I should start doing this by today.. GOOD LUCK TO ME!!!

WHAT IS HAPPENING ON ME??

What about life? I feel my life is full of boredom.. From better to worst.. or maybe even the same.. I don't think I have a better life for myself. I just felt it.. Sometimes I feel, I have nothing to do at all or maybe doing the same thing everyday and everytime.. It's like a day I always come back from college on Monday till Wednesday, I straight went in to my room and sleep like a dead person and then wake up for dinner + tv time.. Again, back to my sleep for night..

I don't know what I am doing and even what can I have a better time for my life, seriously! Is it life is full of boredom than happiness?

Come on, life! I want something that makes me full of happiness like my friends do.. I don't know why.. Is like I don't want to mix peoples around here.. Can called as, "anti-social". I don't know how to talk much with people that I just met.. No topics and no words to say.. They can talk with me like a closed friend but I just answered what ever they question me.

Am I a weird person? I don't know if you were the person just like me.. But sometimes I want to mix peoples that are different. As well as, peoples that are kind.. No bad hearted, and even people who like to betrayal.. AND PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEASE. I JUST HATE PEOPLE TALK BAD BEHIND AT ME AND GOOD TO ME WHEN FACE TO FACE..

Seriously, I just hate it.. I heard one of my college friend told me that someone said bad at me when I'm not around.. The person said, I looked so nice with my formal outfit but when I went in front of her, she look like shit..

Am I look so shit for you? Why are you said people that doesn't make sense at all? WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE?

I am curious! Why people nowadays likes to crap things that does not make any sense at all.. LOL! Come on!! Just treat people right, okay!

I hope my life is changing like my friends do.. I am super duper thankful with those peoples around me that treat me right.. Peoples who loves you want to see you soar sky-hight but you actually need them to keep you grounded mostly.
So what do you about you life?

I have nothing to talk with my life.. Grrr...
What else to say?? That's why I said, my life is full of boredness.. My life is, go to college, sleep, tv, online, shopping.. JUST NOTHING!! I should have my own hobbies now!! TO HAVE MORE AND MORE FUNCTION FOR MYSELF!!!

Sports, photoshoot when people invited me, hang out with bunch of friends that are new, and many more..

It is the most most most important, is to hang out and do those activities which can makes me and everyone to be happy..

So, keep my mind off and stay happy..
Because I still couldn't forget someone in my mind.. I just don't understand what to do to forget a person.. Even how many peoples are chasing me, I have no idea nor feeling at all.. FEEL BAD =[

Anyway, wish me good luck ba..

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Okay, We had been lots of times here and my mum wanted to come here for food again because the foods are awesome !!! so we decided to have brunch together @Dave Deli, Queensbay Mall. But hell yeah, there are bunch of peoples lining up to waited for their turns and lots of foods are sold out.. What's more? We were afraid we couldn't order the food that we want.. But you know what? God save us!!! Hahahaha* We got everything we want except me.. Dali's Original sold out =[[[ so, we ordered,













TADA!!! THAT'S ALL FOR TODAY... Please miss me so you would not get bored while reading my post everyday.. HAHAHAHA, just joking lah :D